God has always spoken to me through music. Sometimes, it is through a song someone suggested at just the right moment, or when I happened to change the radio station to the exact song I needed to hear.
In high school, I loved being in musicals and other shows. When I got to college, I wasn’t sure what role music would play in my life, if any. I was shy, and I didn’t know many people.
I was content just giving it up and staying in my comfort zone. Then, I decided to go to a music ministry practice just to see what it was all about.
I immediately felt a sense of community. The people were so kind and welcoming, so I continued participating.
After a month or so, I was asked to start cantoring at Mass. I was terrified of making a mistake, so at first, I said no. It was way out of my comfort zone, and I didn’t want the added stress or responsibility, but eventually I decided to try it.
I started out slow, just co-cantoring with another member of music ministry, but soon I was on my own.
In the beginning, it was a huge source of stress because I am a perfectionist and am my biggest critic when it comes to music.
As I became more and more comfortable, I started to get compliments every once in a while. This made me more confident and want to keep singing.
I started branching out and saying “yes” more. I began singing at adoration, at TGIF, the weekly Friday worship and dinner and at larger Masses like the Mass of the Holy Spirit.
I fell in love with singing in a new way; I fell in love with the music, the words and the feeling I get when I close my eyes and just let the music wash over me.
Being a part of the music ministry team has helped me meet so many wonderful new people I may not have connected with otherwise.
If I am having a bad day, music practice will always cheer me up.
It has become something I look forward to every week.
When people approach me and compliment me on my voice, it continues to help build my confidence. I am so glad I can share the gift God gave me with so many people.
Singing with Campus Ministry helps me connect to Mass in a new way, and I hope I can help people find joy and hear God’s word through music.

ASHLEIGH LUTZ

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